She guided me through the white tunnels... I kept asking her to reveal her true form... She and none of the others would agree to do it. I was led into rooms where people my same age seemed to be intoxicated and wearing white smocks. They were being encouraged to pick up various objects and say things about them... mostly meaningless fragments of sentences were spoken.
Some faces I recognized.
I looked out one window and saw the deepness of space, stars and nebulas... galaxies... and in the next window I saw simply the sky and clouds, with the sun in the center.
I looked down at my own white smock and willed it to be jeans with a jean jacket with mustard colored threads. The other 'patients' suddenly had the same clothes on when they saw me do it. I started floating and was immediately grabbed and pulled back down.
Then for some time I was lost and wandered around the halls, they kept changing, and some walls I could pass through, others I could not... the smell was damp, the walls had a sticky-smooth cool feeling to them despite their appearance.
Then I found what appeared to be an operating room, their was blood and some sticky yellow waxy substance on some instruments and tubs beneath them... as I was looking at these I was suddenly grabbed from behind and laid on a table.
They operated on me and used a saw to cut open the top of my skull... tubes were injected into my thighs and I felt a liquid being forced into my system, it all went very fast.... I could feel the pain, but it was dulled.
And then I woke into another dream, in my old house, lying on a bed, I got up and found I was covered in bandages... I touched my forehead and felt the warm stickiness of blood which I saw on my fingers as I pulled them away. I looked at my legs and saw bloody bandages where the tubes had been. I got up and wandered down the hall, muttering as I struggled to walk. And then my sight sort of started being sucked forward like going through a wormhole then I woke up.
